My poem? (from a friend)

At first when we met
We said hi


Now we’re still friends
But we’ve said goodbye


I gave you a chance
And you rejected


You said it’s not good right now
And you stand corrected


You see what you’ve lost
At least I hope you do


You see what others can have
But not you


I don’t mean to sound conceited
Or vain in any way


I’m just merely pointing out
What you had, and threw away


I liked you a lot
I honestly did


But did you feel the same?
Were there feelings you hid?


If you had feelings for me
You didn’t show it


Because things are over now
And I didn’t know it


If you didn’t have feelings
Then why did you say so


When the only person you trust, lies
Then where do you go?


I just wanted to say
Thought you needed to know


These feelings I have
Need to be let go …

My movie marathon...

So I had no energy at all to go anywhere the past few days (my days off) so there's really nothing left to do but to be a bum. It was a very tiring 3 month run. I am tired and this was a pretty good days off for me. I got a chance to rest, to think and to do nothing.


I had a movie marathon! I basically watched (this whole week):
1. The Hurt Locker - good war movie. 8/10.
2. Adventureland - very dragging comedy. 6/10.
3. Angel of Death - stars Xena the Warrior Princes. 6/10.
4. Duplicity - great movie with an unexpected ending haha. 8/10.
5. Ghost Month - boring. 5/10.
6. Hush - boring also. 5/10.
7. Miss March - funny comedy. 8/10.
8. Second Coming - boring again. 5/10.
9. The Abducted - guy looks like Stone Cold. Still boring 5/10.
10. The Good Shepherd - old Matt Damon movie. 2 hours 40 minutes long. Good movie 7/10.
11. The Hessen Affair - stars Billy Zane. Boring! 6/10.
12. The Killing Room - great movie! Psycho thriller. 8/10.
13. The Mysteries of Pittsburgh - Sienna Miller naked! woot! 7/10.
14. The Soloist - Jamie Foxx is one of the best actors! 9/10.


Very boring week for me. Just lie down and watched all those movies. Sit down and think about stuff. Do I miss her? yeah, sometimes, I guess...but it's time to move on. I feel I need to open another chapter in my life...a new beginning of some sort. I need a clean slate...

My song for the week...

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away


From "For a pessimist, I'm pretty optimistic"




Thanks to Corazon Aquino. To the bravest Filipina I have ever known. Thanks...

My late birthday blog...

I had fun...
I was drunk...
and my heart is broken...
uggghhh...


Happy 26th Birthday to me...